It's been a while since I have "blogged" and it is mostly because this week has been quite difficult for me. I have tried to not think or talk about the things that are going in my life in hopes that I could make them go away by ignoring them but I can't. I talked to Andria on Monday for the first time in a long time and subsequently it will be the last time I talk to her for an even longer time. I have made the decision to not talk to her for the rest of the summer. It is my attempt to rid myself from the grips of being so In love with her that I can't sleep, or function in a normal way for that matter. I semi-regret making that decision because I do and am going to miss my best friend so much but I hope that it will be good for me, and for her. I hope that she realizes what it is like to live her life without me and makes the decision that, that is not the way she wants to live her life. In the mean time I will try to forget about all of this, visit Keenan in San francisco, and have more crazy adventures to write about... I hope that I am making the right decisions... I will write more soon... I just thought that I would give you a quick update... Please continue to pray for me. I hope all is well in your lives.
Justin Stein
